True friend are hard to find
Friends. Hard to know what the really meaning of “friend”, especially true friend. It is very hard to find true friends. There is some friend close with u just for taking some advantages from me. Some those lie and cheat me for a certain purpose to not reveal their secret darkness and sins. Some are not truthful. I got one among the friends that I know whom just close to me for certain events and matters. I hate such things happen to me. What have I chosen all the time? Have I done something wrong? So much of kindness draw unto them, they just blind and not repay what I have done to them. Am I taking something that I had given? I don’t know. Some got see what I had done but there is some got see what i had done on them but still not close to me. Is that I not sacrifice much in them. Is that I’m not take some time to know what happen to them? What happen? Time changed, people changed. People changed, friendship changed. So much in life that I need to learn. Is that sometimes I not spend much time in them? What about me? Do they spend their time in me? Do they know what really happen to me? Thank God that I still have my 3 best pals and my own sisters and family. Maybe I should be grateful for what I have? But sometimes, when I back to school or church, I didn’t sense the presence of closeness friendship, some are on their own business, some with others, some had their work to do. For works, I don’t mind much but for those who always mind their own business, I not like it. Hey, what I had done in your life is that useless and hopeless at all? Y u just minds your own business than go to care me? Is that I done something wrong in their life? I really don’t know at all. Something I done wrong, they didn’t tell. Only those who are really close with me, especially my best pals, they told me. Thank God for He had given me such close friends who really help me. Sigh…I really don’t understand sometimes, y such things happen in my surrounding? I thought it come to an end since I left secondary school. Sigh. At least, I still got some who really cares for me. Be grateful always. One things at all, God never changed. He is the real True and Best friend at all times.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
5 comments:
u know wat? u're pathetic... u once told a fren self pity is a sin n yet u're doing exactly dat.. grow up la! hv u ever thought of looking at urself in d mirror n change urself 4 d better? have u ever wonder y ur frens treat u d way u say they treated u? dats because u will NEVER wana change!!! even AFTER ur "TRUE FRENS" talked n counciled u!!! do u know it's utterly stupid to complain that u ARE NOT REWARDED for ur "kindness"? if u continue this kind of attitude i can honestly tell u dat u're not HELPING WITH AN OPEN HEART. u're doing it for the sake of getting something from it! you can quote many bible verses in ur blog entries but have u EVER taken the meaning into ur heart n apply it into ur christian life? you can always be a mommy's precious boy and hide behind her skirt everytime u feel underminded but it seriously will never help. u always whine bout life, friendship, relationships, studies.. n everytime someone spent time to help n council n guide, u only pity urself n do not take actions. ur mouth says u will change but u never stick to wat u said... when they help u, they expect a good n gradual change.. but ur change is wat i call "hangat hangat tahi ayam"!!! actually u can't blame ur frens on the spot! have u ever open ur eyes n see how 1 of ur "close" fren treated u? coming all d way from tawau n u open heartedly went n fetch his pathetic girlfriend who is like so far far away? they even made u their chaffeur for the day!! keep on complaining n keep up this sadistic character, no doubt one day ur frens will really DITCH u for good... u owez say there's so much to learn from life, yet u nvr embrace that phrase for ur own good!!! grow up la!!! u're wat? 18? 19? time to think maturely n view life from a young adult's perspective!!! there's a lot more people whom u've never met outside of SANDAKAN!!!! if u continue to act this way, u will CRUSH, BURN n SUFFOCATE in d fast-paced world out there... mentally, u might DIE cause by lack of social life!!! but, if u still think u're right n i'm wrong, fine, go ahead, coz' I dun give a shit to anyone who doesn't wana change n lead a better life! like the sermon last sunday, dun wait till the day u REGRET EVERY SINGLE THING U DID... coz it will eat u alive!!! think!!!! or continue to b the LOSER u are from day one.
Highlights Of Your Blog:
1. Ur friends drifted from u
2. U think are alone
3. People don't praise u
4. U felt rejected
5. People dislike u
6. U have no friends
7. Ur friends abandoned u
8. U want to be important
9. U always bored
10.U think you can't socialize
11.U afraid of how ppl look at u
12.U dislike to be scolded
13.U despise ppl who gossiped abt u
14.U started a rumour abt Ur friend
15.U want to be praised
16.U want ppl attentions
17.U want a girlfriend
18.U make so many resolutions
19.U always whine around
20.U wanna wan ppl close to u
Now change all
1. U to I
2. Ur to My
3. u to me
And reread it the highlights of your blog
Conclusion: You are always I,my,me and mine
___________________________________
U are so full of urself
U never look frm other ppl point of view
U owez put urself first
U r self-pity, self-righteous, ignorance, attention-seeking brat, ungrateful, self-center
Self-pity because u owez pity urself. U think u have a bad life. Go to the town and walk around. Open up ur eyes n look around. Many ppl are struggling to move on. They may seem ok but deep down their heart, they have their own problems. This world is not abt u.
Don't think urself is so special just because u have some problems. everyone have their own problems and stress. But u like to complain n complain. U never stop and look at urself in the mirror.
Self-righteous bcoz u think r owez correct in any ways. U owez quote so many bible verses but did u put them in ur heart?? Did u apply them to ur heart??
Ignorant becauuse u r ignorance. In this blog, u owez whine around. Ppl advise u but yet u never change. Or r u enjoying urself getting all these comments?? U owez vow to change for the better. Did u change ??
Attention-seeking brat. Yes u r. No doubt abt it. U r desperated to have ppl attention. U owez wan ppl 2 praise u. U wan ppl to think highly of u. U wan to be the 'in'. U hate to be left out. U expect ur fren to give u 100% attention. With ur attitude, nobody will. In this world, u have to learn not to depend on others to make u happy. Ur frens cant be wif u until u die. Or u wan to have the old time 'together we live, together we die' friendship. U muz remember ur frens got other frens too.
Self-center. U never look from other ppl point of view. U owez urself. U think too highly of urself. Doing little thing the PA system oledi need ppl praise u. Come on. Life is not kind to anyone. U owez whine around abt ur problem and never ever think that ur fren gt problems too.
___________________________________
Come on. Everyone is moving on. Everyone is growing up. Most ppl had progress far in the journey of life. Yet u still there sitting and complaining. U owez complain u r left out. But I will do the same too. I will left u out too u know. U know why ??
Bcoz of ur attitude. U make ppl hate u more n more. We owez waste our time and write comments to advise u. We give out advise but u never never apreciated it. U never learn. I bet u r enjoying urself getting this attention from the mysterious anonymous in ur blog. Admit it. U dun wan change right??
If u dun wan then continue wif ur style of life. In the future, do not complain why ur frens r rich, why they have good n beautiful wife why their life is so perfect. N yet u dun hv any of those. It ur attitude that determine ur character. And ur character that determine ur future. In ur case, ur future is dark. U said u wanna to get gud result in ur STPM and get a scholarship to study in Singapore. Think abt it. STPM onli provide scholarship to study in Malaysia. The other question is do u have wat it take for u to get gud result. U owez waste ur time in church. In sch, u complain that friends are uncaring. U complain bcoz u fail the test. But did u take any actions?? U can study more!! U can try to understand ur sch fren more.
U know the solution but u never wanna do it. Admit it. U dun wan to change. U r a upper six students. N yet ur attitude, ur mind set are like kids. Even ppl younger than u are far more mature than u. And never never label ur frens. U dunno when ur best fren gonna betray u. U dunno when u hv 2 depend on ur normal fren mercy.
And please don't thank me.
I NEVER HELP U.
This is not an advice.
This is a comment abt ur attitude.
THE ONLY PERSON THAT CAN HELP IS U URSELF.
err...ure 18 right??ok here are some things i wanna say...first is STOP BLOGING ABOUT UR PATHETIC LIFE...blogging is for people who cant socialize....u can but u dont want to....so stop being an idiot who thinks he cant socialize....change u freaking mindset....living for about 18 years and 9 months and u still dont know tat true frens dont exist.....dont pity urselflah......
QUOTE
"actually u can't blame ur frens on the spot! have u ever open ur eyes n see how 1 of ur "close" fren treated u? coming all d way from tawau n u open heartedly went n fetch his pathetic girlfriend who is like so far far away? they even made u their chaffeur for the day!! keep on complaining n keep up this sadistic character, no doubt one day ur frens will really DITCH u for good... u owez say there's so much to learn from life, yet u nvr embrace that phrase for ur own good!!!"
u become some "true frens" driver.... do u actually see wats he doing to u?? he's freaking using u,little baby brat(u keep whining about life more than my baby sister cry).....and how much was the ride charge.....i guess its on u....risking petrol to fetch his girlfriend,wat pathetic fren are u cuz u ask "payment" from ur other friends and not a 10 buck petrol fee from ur "true fren"....i guess ur overeacting.....kindness dont need payment.....for GOD himself will bless u.....and who knows u might just get a better "home" in heaven than other ppl after Judgement Day......and judging by the other ppl tat comment u.......
ur just a LOSER in life tat doesnt try to be a WINNER.....whining helps by wat....relieving u,changing u into another person....or even turn the world upside down....i dont know cuz i know i WILL live my life to the fullest.....instead of just whining bout life......the reason GOD created us is for us to experience something like this....so tat we could learn....and ur just pitying urself for the unfortunate event of ur life....ur living in sandakan right.....bring a note pad and a pen....walk down the big pasar.....
and count how many kids are there working....and ask urself....would u rather live ur life now than having a life like theirs.....so stop pitying urself like u're in war....and stop blogging about ur life....cuz my life sucks more than u,bastard....and stop blogging.....or u'll totally be and outcasted foool....take this advice...dont always be urself...fully being urself brings disaster to urself.....and trust no true frens.....cuz ur normal frens are 10 heavens better than those
"TRUE FRENS"....and dont take it
too personnel....read all the comments...find advices from the comments...and damned well start changing now.....
Hei, who are u guys, anonymous, i know the comments that u guys send to me. I will change and stop insult me. I already read the comments for days and i will know what to do? Stop saying bastard in me. It's enough, i got my own face too, anonymous. I will change and i will do it. Stop ur insults. Blog is my own thought places and something i want to share. SO what? Stop insults me. Anyway, I thanks for u guys comment, it really helps and don't gone too far away for the what u should say. Thanks
i admited i say wrong so much in this blog because i think negatively, so u never think negative ah. Just u said so much of bastard and damn words, i damn hate those words. U never been think at the wrong side. I know what should i do and i will think positively. Have u really see the real situation than the words in the blog? I was not scold all my friends, just i think too much. SORRY i had said somethings really hurts.
Post a Comment