patient

By Your Side.

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side

Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life

I want to give you life

(Chorus 2x)

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

(Chorus 2x)

Artist: Tenth Avenue North

Song: By Your Side

I had cried when i heard these song. My condition now is like these song.

Lament

I going through lamentations now. Please support me by prayer my friends.

A life in KL.

In these moments, i been sick so much. I been living a life that brings me to dust. I had not care much about myself and others. There is so much hurt still en rooted me and haunted me. I now learn to satisfy with what i had and what i need. I saw still little things yet i get pride of knowledge. No wonder, humble people do success in control their life into a good path and happy life. My life been so out of routine. I sleep late for no reason. It's suffer that when i took the temptation of the outside and be dwell with me. I started drink some alcohol. It's was a drifted life. When i back to hometown, i learn that, there is useless to get drifted but stay on the Lord is the one I should hold on as always since i was been filled with God's love. I still remember that because i always get happy. When i get adult, things change, get to mature, think more, less lazy, self control, less complain and etc. Adult is good and i learn through suffering, i can be strong. Iron sharpen Iron, one quotation from my sis. Now i going through those sharpening seasons. Keep myself on prayer. I type like Yoda pula. That what i going through now. Try to get healthy life before i get sick young.