Money always a sensitive issue to anyone. Well, today i just spoke to a friend about money n friends things. Sometimes i just wonder, now i having financial problem till i dun want to spend much in certain areas, does that affect the friend's relationships. Isn't we communicate and etc makes better? Sometimes i dun like to talk about my financial usage because i feel i have my own right to use it yet in some point of view that i didn't go to find them or having a party with some of my own college friend. Does that affect the relationships? What really matter in relationship anyway? Some certain point we do sacrifice something for it yet sometimes does it give back. I still doubt about this matter yet i just be flexible. My words hard to be trust now. Gaining trust now i need to learn. Does money really matters? What comes to friendships? I not yet work and have my own financial. I just wonder. I seldom talk to friends. I not a person whom always communicate. That why i felt alone somehow in certain times. Am i lack of communicate or something else. Hmmm.
