DONNO....

Life just seems hard to move on or me just self pity. Friends tend to say me something or I been bad. Sucks…sucks…sucks….y I always said suck…..life in comfort zones seems more not to suites to me now. Which to go out but I didn’t put effort on it? How to go out from this zone? How? HOW? Studies so suck and just seems want to give up. I don’t want to do so. Give up is more sucks later. Y I’m suck? I know…is just I was lazy. Wasted 1 year to play and have fun. WASTED…WASTED…lost, lazy and sleeper. Y me can’t wait till the end that I can rest as much as I can, play as much as I can and etc? WHY? I lost a part to the world. LOST…i need to go up again. EVERY DAY STRUGGLE TO battles my flesh. Lose most of the time. Guys…who are those to hold the responsible? Search what is love? Love is from God. Just at 1 Corinthians 13:

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
Help myself is the way. Hoping u guys who read this gave some comment what should I do and overcome?