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Monday, October 26, 2009

By Your Side.

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side


Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life


I want to give you life

(Chorus 2x)

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

(Chorus 2x)

Artist: Tenth Avenue North

Song: By Your Side


I had cried when i heard these song. My condition now is like these song.
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Sunday, October 25, 2009

Lament

I going through lamentations now. Please support me by prayer my friends.
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Friday, October 23, 2009

A life in KL.

In these moments, i been sick so much. I been living a life that brings me to dust. I had not care much about myself and others. There is so much hurt still en rooted me and haunted me. I now learn to satisfy with what i had and what i need. I saw still little things yet i get pride of knowledge. No wonder, humble people do success in control their life into a good path and happy life. My life been so out of routine. I sleep late for no reason. It's suffer that when i took the temptation of the outside and be dwell with me. I started drink some alcohol. It's was a drifted life. When i back to hometown, i learn that, there is useless to get drifted but stay on the Lord is the one I should hold on as always since i was been filled with God's love. I still remember that because i always get happy. When i get adult, things change, get to mature, think more, less lazy, self control, less complain and etc. Adult is good and i learn through suffering, i can be strong. Iron sharpen Iron, one quotation from my sis. Now i going through those sharpening seasons. Keep myself on prayer. I type like Yoda pula. That what i going through now. Try to get healthy life before i get sick young.
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Sunday, September 13, 2009

Birthday.....

Everyone celebrate birthdays. Birthdays remind my mothers, she always remind me of my birthday and celebrate together with all my family. I was very glad that at least my family reminds me of my birthdays all the time and the moments i enjoy with my family. I should spend more time with the relationships with all my family. Well, i not very like my birthday sometimes because i always see i celebrate people's birthday with surprises and good food or present been given to them. Yet all the year of my life, it's just a day like normal days except wishes from peoples whom i know. At least, wishes are a good things that they wish for me. All thanks to my church friends and some school friends and facebook too wishes those Happy Birthday message to me. I just sometimes i feel rejected because i had immune to these days. Sometimes i do said, if u don't want to celebrate or forgotten, just let it be. All my life, good moments of birthdays are from family more than friends. I am very jealous of my friends that why they get some good surprises or others from their friends and I am a part of the celebration yet when comes to me, all had busy with their own stuffs. That makes me think for this night thought i just got some wishes and ice cream. Man do crave for more. Sometimes, people do wishes you in facebook, i didn't felt the reality of the message than the message been speaks out from words through face to face which gave me a smile at my face. A simple cake celebrations with photos captured would be a happy celebration with songs sing together will cheer me up for the day. Haiz.....i not meant to be LC in some of my friends birthdays just i just had some this jealousy had cause some coolness of my attitude when those celebration happens. Sometimes i don't celebrate their birthday with the same reason my friend do the same things. Well, 21 birthday celebrations will be special is a bullshit to me because it's doesn't happen at that day. It's just a bullshit than others whom are specials. Well, in this post, i was want to express out my feelings of the day and feel hurts that i had store for a long time. Sometimes I thought what I had wrong. What I do in treating people? What i had done wrong in communication? I really dunno. Anyway, it's good that people gave some nice wishes to me and i thanks them all. These messages are not meant to hurt but it is I want to express what I want to said. God Bless U all.
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Thursday, September 03, 2009

Learn something from this video....remind somethings....

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Friday, August 28, 2009

Nice video from my friend Tommy and Muhidren....nice advertisement....college assignment...

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Thursday, August 27, 2009

Let’s forget it…

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Wow…it’s been months I not blogged. I want to told myself, let’s forget it. Its so struggle when u draw a stupid line in the relationship yet it didn’t bring the results back. It’s about give and take. What’s the point of giving then u didn’t take any. That is foolish. Yet 3 years ago I had done such foolish stuffs and I step so deep into it till I get hurt. That hurt had gone through many ups and downs in life. Now I still realize that I nearly come into the same type of person whom will make me repeat the same history….AHAH…forget it…..I’m tired now and want to sleep.

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

A New Hairstyles.....
























It's a new hairstyle cut by a good hairstylist, Moses. I quite like the design that he had created. Tribal style.



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Wednesday, July 08, 2009

It's An Investment.
Does it important to spend much time in pc and games than my friends and my social life? What about people who does care about you? Relationship are hard to get a good result in investment of your time but it's worth but yet it's risky. I felt sad because what i should done in the past that i should keep good relationships to those i really appreciate. Those who care me much and spend their time and efforts on me. Those who once lost hope on me. It's been a year here, i still not found those long forged relationships. It's need time. Life is not easy but when you endured the hardship, it's worth. Relationships....how to invest a good relationships in future? Friends, lovers, partners, workers and etc. Appreciate people whom that care for you. Be rational with one and others.


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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

When Things cross through my mind.

It’s was quite an enjoyable night. Yet I still envy of people of friends that crazy around during their birthday. I think of my old past and those crazy memories of been open and crazy around with them yet I not so appreciate them. Spoil what should not be spoil, done things that make u regret. I was so mess up because of this things impacted what I am today. Been drunk is fun and enjoy but what I want to be drunk is to get rid of my problems and emotions that always makes me so bad. What I need so much of self pride yet I not that talented to do so. Negativity what I always hate in my life. It’s almost destroying me and confidence. What I am now because what I experience what in the past. I dare because I once coward. I dun care much people’s gossip of me because it’s so bored n angry to care for it. I get pride because I thought myself better than them. Humility and meekness I began to loss. Where am I now? What cause me so hard to get back myself? I lack of so much. I just pride but I not humble. Pride is stumbling me now. I need to seek back humbleness again.

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Panic Flu

Do you ever experience a bad flight? I had. On my way back to KL, I was on a flight. I was the worst experience flight I ever had because it makes me remember all the time. It started everything was fine but my instinct tell me there is something wrong. So I attend my flight as usual. Things go well in the flight. A few hour later, there is someone suddenly cough and get fainted in the flight, almost every flight crew go to the scene of the sick person who get fainted in his own seat. Everyone was curious of what had happen to the person. I was so panic because it’s the first time I see such things happen to me. I was afraid of the swine flu he might had. So the flight had an emergency landing at Kuching due the sick person need to go to hospital. Out of the sudden while waiting the paramedic to come to get the person, the Kuching International Airport send swine flu doctors to see him. Almost everyone was frightened and panic because of their sight. I cause me a trauma that I might get swine flu. I really afraid that I need to quarantine in Kuching for a week. Thank God that the doctor said that we were safe back to KL. The guy had serious head wound that the air pressure could cause what happen to him. Yet, I still panic he might get the flu. After I get back home, I was too paranoid of myself that I might get one of this deadly flu due to this bad flight experience. The next day later, news came out and he confirmed not suspected of having swine flu. Thank God because it really relieves my panic on myself. So far I had seen the news, things more control so far just a number of people still break loose. Hmmm, when will this sickness go? When will this season pass? I don’t know. I hope no one will get this deadly flu. Panic flu that what I call. Hope I can cope with such panic.

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Thursday, April 09, 2009

EXIT-Horror Movie Poster

























This is horror movie poster designed by me: Any comments?
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Sunday, March 29, 2009

It Just Need A Smile...




It is just a picture i edited. Gave some meaning of the art been make. 


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Thursday, February 26, 2009

Emotions barriers

As a guy, we tend to not being so emotional than the girls. Yet I was not one of them. I sometimes always get my emotions get hold on me. It’s been bondage in me. It’s seems it start when I had the event of my roommate and I seldom had the hope to trust people in my side. I lost that faith yet slowly I tend to increase my weakness. Things are not the same anymore. I really not like to be an emotional person who can’t control his emotion all the time. I lack of conversation, understanding and etc yet I was the one who not gave the first move to let them know. I afraid was hurt again. Just as a past I done in my recent college life, relationships get worst and I been affected of it. I have lack of trust on people. Where are you my old self that care for people around you? Changes for me it is hard to get on it. It’s takes times. Lord, help me.


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Monday, January 12, 2009

Today…..

Today, I went to Pavilion, Sungai Wang and Times Square by myself. It’s my walk for getting relaxes from the emotions that I having this few days ago. I was going to find my friend’s law book in the bookstores available in the area. I went there by bus and it come to a traffic jam when I arrive Pavilion. OMG, why so jam on Sunday? Sunday is really a free time for people to hang out. No wonder I see why Setapak so silent on Sunday. All of them go to hang out and have fun at other places. If not, all must be sleeping like pigs at home. I truly enjoy my walk in the Pavilion for my first time. It’s really amazed me. I been walking many shopping places in KL yet Pavilion amazed me the most. It might be a good hangout for couples. I stop by at times bookstores. Wow, it was the best bookstores because I like the interior design there. Black & orange. It is really a high class places even the café in it makes me a reader a place to enjoy your book and drink a fresh brewed coffee. I really can stay longer at a bookstore for a long time just to view some comic books. I end up that I can’t the book. So I kept walking around Pavilion. I really regret that I should bring my camera with me and capture those nice architecture designs in the buildings. For those who had not been there, you guys should have a visit, if got $$$ even better…. ~v~… I had not walked the entire place yet I very satisfy. Afterward, I went to Lot 10 in order to get to Sungai Wang. Lot 10 is quite okay place anyway. They have quite good style of design and bring the metallic city feels to me. Not so very. I just pass by. When I arrived sungai wang, my mind blow up a word “WOW”. There is so many people inside the mall, I really don’t like mall that been jammed with many people. I felt like sandwiches. I try to find a bookstore yet I end up without saw one there. Where is the famous Popular and MPH? I was so frustrated of a crowded mall, I went to Times Square. I went to the border and end up again, I still can’t found that book again. My friend book is really hard to found. After all day searching for a law book, I end up nothing yet I enjoy my time alone. The very first time I went alone to famous malls alone. I not like been alone when hang out but when sometimes, I need to survey myself. I found my ambitions and purpose while I going to walk out. I think it’s better than facing the laptop screen all days. That is my Today.
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Saturday, December 27, 2008

Bleeding heart is never easy to heal (memories 1)

It’s been 2 year since I still remember the old memories of my past. I still remember her when I come to see girls around me. It never been easy to said that I totally forgot her. I love her even we not been a relationship before. We just friends that care for each and other. I still know that she still not yet wake up from her own mistakes. It’s start from touch and caring to her when she had a problem with her boyfriend and I was been there to comfort her. I had make her smile and we got the chemistry happens. It’s been a period of time that we felt very close to each and other. We had enjoyed our time together to share her problem to me and I had comfort her in her heart that always long to seek love. What a great memories that time? I thought I had forgot it but I still remember that time.

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